Does She Even Know?

About once every month or so I get out Jackson and Raylee's baby books and write to them, or about them... sometimes about milestones they had reached, funny things they had done, or just my thoughts about them at that time. Well I am running out of space in their books and since my relationship with them is such a HUGE part of my life, I've decided to continue my writings to them here. So for today...

My baby doll Raylee,

You are 18 months old and I can't believe all the things that have changed about you in a few short months.

Do you even know how smart you are? As I watch you problem solve while building with blocks or while attempting to place a puzzle piece in it's proper spot; or as I listen to you say new words every day... I know.

Do you know how beautiful you are? I find myself staring at your perfect little features... your bright blue eyes, round button nose, plump red lips, and sweet smile. As I take in what God has created in you...I know.

Do you know that you are a total ham even at 18 months old? When Daddy and I just laugh at the way you make silly faces, shake your booty while you walk, or fall down just to see our reaction... I know.

Do you even know your real name? You are so stinkin cute, that it has caused us to give you tons of nicknames... the predictable ones- Ray and RayRay... the cute ones- baby girl, sweet pea, Lovely, Peanut, Lovebug... and the random ones- ChaCha, TaTas (as Jackson translated ChaCha), Pretty Head, Butter Bean, Nugget, The Nugg. Consider it endearment my doll, even if you are confused as to your real name... I know it.

Do you even know what an amazing gift you are to me? Day to day as I enjoy your sweet spirit, adorable laughter, daring nature, soft cheeks, fun-loving heart, piercing eyes, and oh so simple innocence... I know... and I thank Him everyday for you.

Love,

Mommy